I am fighting weightlessly for something i have forgotten what. It had been ages I’ve lost my reason. Hope fuels me to move. Life haunts me from stopping. I wander towards somewhere I could not see. What is it that I’m looking for? Not knowing how to answer that, I keep on walking.
The land of the hopeless is where I am at. That’s what the shadows told me. This is somewhere between here and there, they added. I nod and carry on my journey. In between the elsewhere, am too far from both horizons.
Sun scorches my soul, exposing how small I am. The sky must’ve hated me. I have walked for somewhere between past and now. They told me that. You only have a future to go, the shadow people added. I nod and walk towards forever.
God, how I wish to come back home where I should be safe. But home is an idea I could never understand. Then I close my eyes for a quick escape. Truly, staying in the dark is always a cunning suggestion. Darkness is the only place for me to rest. Aimlessly, it enfolds me so dearly with nothingness. Oh I’d love to stay even I know I don’t belong there. Then I open my eyes before the thought crawls beneath my skin and kiss it goodbye. For I may not return here. For I will not survived this long run. For my time is finite.
Time is cruel. It will not let anything live. I know my end would come just like any other star. Yours will too, my love. We are the stars of the world. And we would shine just like the star brightens up before it dies. We would expand beyond our limits and glow better than those supernovas. We shall burn bright.